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  1. Angieuurope
    Angieuurope
    7 months. 7 months ago my wonderful life ended. now just survive
  2. _Shoto_
    _Shoto_
    I've got a new static tone in my right ear. It's around 5-10 db. Hearing this is so weird because my other tones are around 60-70db...
  3. Karolina
    Karolina
    When I had only t, i could at least shower, make myself dinner, go on walks, clean the room. With h, you cannot do f#cking anything.
  4. cjbhab
    cjbhab
    right ear is spiking now. cant go too long with T being manageable.
  5. Utdmad89
    Utdmad89
    It actually sounds like a mental illness.
  6. Utdmad89
    Utdmad89
    Imagine being in your 50s and coming on to a forum to bring people down, to try and ruin people's hope
  7. _Shoto_
    _Shoto_
    So so tired. It's been less than 6 months but it feels like 2 years, I'm damn serious rn. ONLY half a year...I CAN'T believe this. CAN'T
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    2. Thizzle
      Thizzle
      Any improvements that are worth noting?
      May 17, 2024 at 2:00 AM
    3. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Hi @Thizzle, unfortunately I had no improvements at all. Probably my hyperacusis is less bothersome, but my tinnitus is getting worse by a little bit. I am getting new tones every 2-3 months even tho I protect my ears as much as I can :/
      May 17, 2024 at 8:01 AM
  8. Higo
    Higo
    Feels like I'm just playing a waiting game till my tinnitus gets severe. Maybe I'm overreacting but I'll never not be cautious
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  9. HighleyTall
    HighleyTall
    3M EAR classic protect MUCH better than custom made earplugs (full block).
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  10. Manny!!
    Manny!! kingsfan
    Hey there, I remember seeing something that you had some custom earplugs made using 3-D scan was wondering how was it did it hurt etc. etc.
    1. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Yea I have a couple pair of custom molds. Having the molds taken is painless and only takes a minute or two. Feels like shaving cream or whipped cream in your ears.
      May 16, 2024 at 8:20 PM
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    2. Manny!!
      Manny!!
      That’s great. So nothing really to worry about. Thanks appreciate it
      May 17, 2024 at 12:22 AM
  11. Utdmad89
  12. Utdmad89
    Utdmad89
    I look at my 2yo and think I want to be here for you, but I want to end it for me. I dunno why I even bother on here. There is nout and most
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    2. Note
      Note
      My daughter turns 2yo in a few months. Stay strong!
      May 16, 2024 at 8:54 PM
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  13. Utdmad89
    Utdmad89
    Even though they have it far less aggressive and can still live, what am I going todo
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    2. RunningMan
      RunningMan
      Ok, well hopefully your conditions stay more mild and don't get as bad as my severe tinnitus and various other conditions. Then you won't be able to sleep, either. Remember, as bad as it may seem now, it can get worse. So keep a positive mindset and seek therapy if needed.
      May 16, 2024 at 11:25 PM
    3. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      What makes you think you have it more severe? You should remember that it could get worse for you , you could get pain from sound and have to be in silence majority of the day, you could also develop VSS and start basically not being able to see. Hopefully, your symptoms will stay milder as I really think with your anxiety you wouldn't be able to cope.
      May 17, 2024 at 12:22 AM
    4. RunningMan
      RunningMan
      My T is loud enough that I can't sleep well. Yes, it can always get worse, and I have experienced worsening over the last 2 years since my T turned severe, including new related issues. I have some visual floaters but had those even before severe T, even before my low frequency T.
      May 17, 2024 at 3:11 AM
  14. Utdmad89
    Utdmad89
    It's just constant suffering for 18 months, you come on here for hope but have the same few who want to drag you down.
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  15. Utdmad89
    Utdmad89
    I'm a shadow, with nothing coming I'm sure it's close, I'm not like others who jump from one feeling to the next as they have rest bites
  16. Utdmad89
    Utdmad89
    My quality of life is hitting rock bottom. Then you got an absolute arsehole arguing with you for no reason other than his fragile ego
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    2. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      Where did we argue? Lol
      May 16, 2024 at 4:51 PM
    3. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      I know that I wrote in some agreement with the person you have been arguing with. I try to be neutral and not argumentative, but I just wanted to, you know, apologize if I came off that way. I only have my own internal perception of myself that may or may not align with how the outside world views me.
      May 16, 2024 at 5:46 PM
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    4. Utdmad89
      Utdmad89
      The person I'm arguing with likes to bring people down. But it's your choice who you agree with. No worries.
      May 16, 2024 at 8:56 PM
  17. MiaVIL
    MiaVIL
    Ok so horrible screeching tinnitus all night. This morning I pulled a glob of bloody mucous from my right ear!!
    1. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      That doesn't sound good. Could be an infection or ruptured eardrum. I would go to urgent care or ER.
      May 16, 2024 at 4:33 PM
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    2. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      I have ear tubes in and nobody cares or will do anything to help me.
      May 16, 2024 at 7:44 PM
  18. streifzug
    streifzug
    wherever i go, the monster is there, too :(
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  19. L along the way
    L along the way
    (3) what's there to say.. just respect for everyone on here.. keep on breathing, hope to find a better day
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  20. L along the way
    L along the way
    (2) trauma/damage. It's not natural at all. I just wish to be well again. This continuous impuls/disturbance/stressor is berserk
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  21. L along the way
    L along the way
    (1)All in all it's just awful to be honest. For me, t feels like a continuous auditory pain stressor, and i know this is because of acoustic
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  22. Karolina
    Karolina
    There will be thunderstorm whole day on Sunday fuck!!!! I need a basement or a bunker oh my fucking god
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    2. BB23
      BB23
      I'm sorry.. how about foam earplugs?
      May 16, 2024 at 12:18 PM
    3. Karolina
      Karolina
      I will wear peltors and foam earplugs of course, but I'm afraid it won't help much, my loudness h is terrible. My window is still not soundproofed :((
      May 16, 2024 at 3:48 PM
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  23. Kain
    Kain
    When I plug my right ear with my tragus i hear air(?). What is this?
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  24. weehiru
    weehiru
    I think about all the people I saw at shows that never wear earplugs. I wanna grab them by their shoulders and tell them it's not worth it.
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    2. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      I used to play shows without earplugs. When I wasn't touring it was usually 2-3 rehearsals and 2 shows a week standing in front of an 8x10 speaker cabinet. That's eight 10inch speakers. Look up Ampeg svt-810e "the fridge" or sometimes referred to as "the coffin"
      May 16, 2024 at 4:43 PM
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    3. weehiru
      weehiru
      @kingsfan Woah!! And you had 8 of them set up? Must have been super loud
      May 16, 2024 at 11:34 PM
  25. SumGuy
    SumGuy Thizzle
    how you doing bro?
    1. Thizzle
      Thizzle
      Hard to say, just sad, I’m just hoping to start seeing improvement, pre worsening my T was improving daily, so improving is all I’ve known about this condition
      May 16, 2024 at 7:04 PM
  26. Marina Moon
    Marina Moon
    if any doctor can tell me what EXACTLY is the root of my problem then they just answered the million dollar question!
  27. Pinhead
    Pinhead
    "What does it mean to be alive except to court disaster and suffering at every moment?"
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  28. Utdmad89
    Utdmad89
    What thr fuck am I actually going to do. I want to end my life, but I look at my son and it breaks my heart. The suffering is endless
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  29. Juliane
    Juliane
    T wants rigidity. Any type of excitement, good or bad, and it acts up. It wants me to live like an old fragile lady. Which I am I guess
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  30. MiaVIL
    MiaVIL
    Does anyone else’s T sound and feel like metal clanking? I can feel it. It hurts.
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